It’s feeling more and more like home. The first few weeks
were more difficult between figuring out a new routine, a new section of the
city, buses, grocery store all on top of plunging into after school program,
learning new names and faces while leading people I am also just beginning to
know. Yet in the newness of it all, there is a well acquainted feeling. Regardless
of the new names and faces, building, community, bus numbers and programming details
here and there it all is quite familiar and feels like home.
We are well into the 5th week of after school
program this year and daily more responsibly are being handed over to me. Since
a came into after school program during the second week things had been planned
and brainstormed ahead of time for the month of Oct which has been a great
blessing of being able to watch street leaders lead games, being able to lead
bible studies myself and watching everyone work together. Moving forward into
the next few weeks I will be leading my team of two interns and three street leaders to
brainstorming more long term of what they want this year to be.
I am convinced as I have sent time planning and setting
goals for the things I want to see for program for the youth over the next year
that intentionality is a key word for me in it all. As I sat and thought about
what we are doing I realized again just how easy it is for anyone to run an
after school program in or for an at risk community and I am sure there are a
large number of such programs already across this city. So why, why after school
programs and to what end because I know for certain it is not just about being
one in a long line of programs offered. What makes our program different?
I think it comes down to the intentionality we put into the
focus of why we are doing what we do. We run program not to make good citizens
or to teach kids how to be leaders and make a difference although we want both
of these things to be true for our kids and youth, but it is not the ultimate
focus. The focus is Christ, we want them to know Christ, not just know about
him but truly know him personally. That changes how we run program, it takes the
focus off of great programming, or the best homework help, or the greatest
technology and puts all the focus on pouring into the youth the love of Jesus
Christ. Modeling the impact within our own hearts from having a personal
relationship with Him and tying those two things together thought teaching and
walking through life this year with them.
Please pray that we would be fixed on Christ in all our
planning, pray for good discussions and opportunities with the youth as we
begin splitting into small groups to cultivate discussion and learning
together.
Please pray for me as I lead my team, that I would listen
well and coach them in a way that enables them to grow and learn as well as
that points them to Christ.
Thank you for sharing! This helps me in my prayer for you. I love the emphasis you put on your own need for Christ because that does help us grow in thankfulness and confidence in His power to change, doesn't it?
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