Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Healing

This is where the healing begins, this is where the healing starts...♫

Healing is often times the most difficult part of being sick. The time between the sickness beginning and when it is gone, this is when healing happens. It is often times painful, uncomfortable and something we would rather not do, but if we don't we will never recover.

Tonight healing happened, words were spoken, thoughts and feelings were expressed. It was difficult, there was nothing easy about it, it was awkward, uncomfortable, exhausting, tears were shed but through this all healing happened and it's beautiful to experience.

If there is someone or something in your life where there is brokenness beyond what should be I urge you to seek to strive and to take the first step to let healing begin. 

"Repay no one evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all." Romans 12:17

"With all humility and gentleness, with patience, showing forbearance to one another in love, being diligent to preserve the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace." Eph 4:2-3 

"Let us know;let us press on to know the Lord; his going out is sure a the dawn; he will come to use as teh showers, as the spring rains that water the earth." Hosea 6:3 

"Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things endures all things." 1 Cor 13:7


Monday, April 22, 2013

Grace

I know it has been awhile since I have posted anything but I've gone through a bit of a dry spell for writing  I have also been working on my spring newsletter which has kind of stolen a lot of my inspiration for doing extra writing.

What I want to share today is actually my bible study for the girls this week. I was struggling very much thi morning trying to figure out what I should focus on teaching this morning, then mid-afternoon in the middle of my shopping trip with my flat mates this idea was laid on my heart. I recently read {two times actually} the book "Grace" by Max Lucado and it is {besides the bible} my favorite book explaining and talking about grace. It talks about the story from John chapter 8 which I am focusing my bible study with the girls on this week.

Thanks for reading.

Where are your accusers?
There are so many people in our lives that are able to speak into our lives and make an impact. They can speak kind or hurtful words; they can speak truth or lies.

What they say can change us, it can make us believe the lies and it can damage us for a long time.
What type of things do people say or think about you?

How does it this effect or hurt you?

Do you ever feel like people don’t except you for who you are, like they want to change who you are to be more like what they want you to be?

They say that for every bad or negative comment or word we receive that it takes three good positive comments or words to cancel out the one negative.

Words are powerful!

In John chapter 8 we read about women. We do not know her name, we know very little about her the only thing we know is that she was caught in adultery.

Do you know what adultery is?

Adultery is the act of cheating on one’s rightful spouse.

So this woman was caught in the very act of adultery and according to the rules of that time anyone who did this shameful thing was to be stoned to death. Let’s read about it.

John 8:1-11
8 1but Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. Early in the morning he came again to the temple. All the people came to him, and he sat down and taught them. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery, and placing her in the midst they said to him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in the act of adultery.now din the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. So what do you say?” This they said to test him, that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, “Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her.” And once more he bent down and wrote on the ground.But when they heard it, they went away one by one, beginning with the older ones, and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him. 10 Jesus stood up and said to her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” 11 She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you; go, and from now on sin no more.”

In this story the woman was being accused of something that she had done. She was guilty; everything they said about her was true. There was no denying it; it wasn’t like someone was just calling her names like whore, slut or adulterer, she was in fact these things and I think we can assume that this made her feel terrible!

But even though what the people were accusing her of was true what does Jesus do?

He bends down, he bends down and he writes something in the dirt with his finger.

What do you think he wrote?

Maybe it was something like a list of all of their sins, or maybe it was the names of the people accusing her, or maybe he just wrote “I forgive sins”. We don’t know what He wrote but His writing did something and it did something very powerful.

Jesus rose, and spoke instruction to them; the person without sin was allowed to throw the first stone. He then again bent and again wrote in the dirt.

And then what happens?

They start to leave, starting with the oldest person till they are all gone and Jesus raises His head and says to the woman, “where are your accusers? Where are those who condemn you?”

Where are they, they say these things but where are they now?

So many times in our lives people accuse us of things, they misunderstand us, call us mean names, tell lies about us and sometimes even they even tell the horrible truth. The things they say can hurt us, they can make us feel guilty and weak, whether they are true or false. But when Jesus stands with us, when He covers our sin s with His grace He also asks us, where are your accusers? The people who said you are wrong, that you suck, that you never do anything right, that you’re a mess up, where are they?

He knows they are not there because the things they accused you of are no longer there, they’re not there! Jesus takes away our sin, he does not accuse us, and He forgives us!

This woman was guilt, pure guilt and yet Jesus stood before her and said I do not condemn you. And then He instructs her, “Go and sin no more.”

When God extends his grace to us, when He forgives us for the sins that we do, He also then instructs us in the same way. He says “Go and sin no more”.

How do you respond to this? What do you say, if you were that woman in this story, having been caught in sin,  seeing Jesus write in the dirt, seeing the people walk away as they dropped their stones that were meant to kill you, seeing Jesus rise and say “where are they? Your accusers, where did they go? Oh right they don’t matter because I have forgiven you! Now go and sin no more”. What would you say if you were that woman?

What do you say, what do you says when Jesus says “hey, where are your accusers?” Your forgiven, don’t worry about them, they are long gone, now go and sin no more!

How will you respond?

Sunday, April 7, 2013

A Sunday Afternoon


I love what I am doing here in Toronto, I love every part of it but every couple days or so I have one of those moments that really stand out and surpass the normal routine of things.

Today was a joy, started with one of my young men showing up at church after requesting to come on Friday evening! He arrived before me and was very happy to see me when we showed up. He is restless boy and normally has trouble concentrating for long so needless to say the service was very long for him but he did outstandingly well. He hesitantly raised his hand when they asked if anyone was visiting for the first time but eagerly excepting his envelope of church info papers including a comic tract and a pen. Through out the service we chatted as he asked questions and looked through the different books and papers, as he got board we draw pictures together. As we drew he would randomly perk up and stop to listen as something the speaker said caught his attention which showed me that he was still listening. As we left the church I asked him and he replied that it was alright, I asked if he would want to come again and he was replied that he would and could he come any Sunday! We spend the next couple hours with another leader and a young lady visiting the library and reading books together. Not only was that fun but this young man struggles in reading and we were able to sit for awhile taking turns reading paragraphs of a children's book. After I dropped him off we wondered through the community, stopped and watching the local boys play ball for a bit and talking to people we ran into. Knocked on a door to touch base with a mom and see how she was doing this week.

These are the moments that I love, the simple yet meaningful moments of seeing kids I know running through the community excited to see me. Young men excited to go to church and loving the time he gets to spend with his leaders reading a book and walking him home. Taking the time to say hi to mom in the community even if I have nothing to say to her just to show her that we care about how she is doing. I am so happy for the warmer weather to be able to walk around outside and to see the community outside doing life together and to be able to be a part of it on a Sunday afternoon!